As Long as I could remember…I,too Suffered from Verbal Abuse.And it wasn’t by
just My Family Members,either….But By Their Friends,and Their Relatives,as well…..
But…You Know The Old Saying:”KARMA’S GONNA GET YA!”(Translate;”What Goes Around,Comes
Back Around!”)I Believe in Treating People…”ALL PEOPLE”…The Way I Want Them To Treat
ME! And I Sure in Hell don’t want to be Any Body’s “MOMMY’S DEAREST”,and at the SAME TIME,BE Any Body’s “NORMAN,IS THAT YOU?” From “PSYCHO”! Even Though I Took a lot of Verbal Abuse from My Members of Family,I found out That Even They,themselves took a LOT
OF ABUSE,from OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS,TOO! The Way I See it,It’s Like Some Damned Long Curse,or Something Other…My Mother was Verbally Abusive,As was her Father before Her,and So Forth…And My Mother was not Only Abusive Towards Her Own Children,But Even
Those Children WERE VERBALLY ABUSIVE TOWARDS EACH OTHER! And I’m Not Talking About Childhood Spats,Either! Even Some Of My Mother’s Siblings Were Verbally Abusive,with
Each Other!(And Then Some!)Save My Mother’s Older Brother(My Late Uncle)Who Always
Protected Her from Harm.Verbal Abuse,I Know is One Of The Reasons For Our HOMELESS
PROBLEMS,in THIS COUNTRY! A Person doesn’t have to even lay a hand on another Person,
To CAUSE INTERNAL HARM!Every Living Being Has A Soul! AND EVERY TIME YOU HAVE NOTHING
BETTER TO DO,BUT ENJOY THE SUFFERING OF OTHERS BY VERBALLY ABUSING THEM,REMEMBER THAT
OLD SAYING ABOUT “KARMA”….
“WHAT GOES AROUND…COMES BACK AROUND!….TREAT PEOPLE AS YOU’D WISH THEM TO TREAT YOU!”
Some of the people I see living in the streets,were no doubt “ESCAPEES FROM AN ABUSIVE
HOME”,Them selves….and have no where else to go,nor turn to! You don’t need a STRAP TO CAUSE PAIN….ALL IT TAKES IS YOUR VOICE,AND SOME VERY HARSH WORDS…..
VERBAL ABUSE IS NOT ONLY DAMAGING TO A PERSON’S MENTAL PSYCHE,BUT IT’S ALSO AN EPIDEMIC THAT HARDLY ANYONE EVER TALKS ABOUT! A Lot of People May Not Know This;
But I,MYSELF Have Went to GOD KNOWS HOW MANY PSYCHIATRISTS,AND WENT INTO NEARLY HALF
DOZEN MENTAL INSTITUTIONS,Within Over Half of My Life,before I started going through
THE ENLIGHTENMENT….I’ve HAD OVER Half a dozen NERVOUS BREAK DOWNS,And NEARLY DIED
FROM FOOD POISONING,IN THE SUMMER OF 2006,THEN THIS SUMMER,I READ A VERY REMARKABLE
BOOK CALLED:”MESSAGES FROM THE HOLLOW EARTH…by DIANNE ROBBINS”,And Suddenly….MY
MIND WAS FINALLY OPENED!And For The First Time,in My Entire Life,I Began to Feel My
Soul at Peace…(Though I Still have My “UPS & DOWNS” Like Every One,Else…)I Began
to Feel More at EASE WITH THE WORLD,Yet LESS AFRAID OF IT….FINALLY,I FELT…NORMAL.
AND KNEW,RIGHT THEN AND THERE…THAT THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME….THERE NEVER
WAS!PERHAPS,AS I’ve Said Before; THAT THE BLOOD IN MY FAMILY IS TAINTED…(In Other
Words:”NO DOUBT IN MY MIND,THAT MY FAMILY…’UPON MY MOTHER’S SIDE,BASED UPON “HER
FATHER’S SIDE” SUFFERS FROM MENTAL ILLNESS'”)AND I’M HOPING THAT NO DOUBT THE CAUSE
OF THIS,IS PERHAPS DUE TO SOME “IN-BREEDING WITHIN THE FAMILY,OVER HUNDREDS OF YEARS
AGO,WITHIN THAT FAMILY.BUT,ENOUGH ABOUT MY FAMILY’S PAST…WHAT’S DONE,IS DONE….
AND I’M STILL SURVIVING….AND NOT GIVING UP!
