How to let go of someone you Love

From the second I met you I knew you weren’t right,
And now every night ends with a fight.
I always try to go, but something wont let me leave,
Even tho Ive told you.. “You aren’t something I need”

But why when I know your mad its hard to breath?
Why when I hear your name it sends me chills?
How can one touch of your hand give me butterflies?
I don’t want it to, but it will.

And kissing your lips takes my breath away
you say hello and I’m lost with nothing to say,
I’ve walked away from so many before but I cant from you,
Guess its no joke when I say.. “I LIKE YOU”

My motto’s always been why have one when you can have ten?
but I find myself wanting you over and over again.

I’m Flipping, Tripping, Don’t know which way to turn.
Should I be persistent? or walk away and let it burn?
But no matter what I choose things always end the same, and back come the chills when I hear your name.

I know you aren’t feeling me back but you have me in ways I will never act,
I want to cater to you put food in your belly and do what you want me to.

Now that’s weak, I shouldn’t of let myself fall to deep, but I slipped, tripped, fell and busted my lip… Just by falling for you.

But. YOU didn’t catch me, Got a busted lip and twisted ankle to,
I’m sure it was my fault always making excuses for you
And when I get back to my feet wipe my lip with my sleeve
look around, rub my head.. Your no where..
But I see you straight ahead
How did you get over there?
20 feet in front I’m staring at the back of your hair.

Probably didn’t see me, excuses again,
But I start chasing after you
This time I’m calling your name.
And still you don’t stop or turn around to meet me,
Maybe your waiting till I catch up to greet me.
Excuses again
Maybe it was my fault ill try make a mend.

Thoughts of kissing you begin to fade as your pace is getting faster
I’m living in hope thinking STOP YOU BASTARD
I cant keep up, passing two years,
And this love , lust and smile turns to nothing but tears.

You haven’t turned or stopped for me at all.
Since when did I let myself become so small?

You had me whole body , heart , mind and soul
But Ive stopped as there is a pulse in my brain..

I’m thinking now..

Did you ever feel the same?
Do you get chills when you hear my name?
Has my lips or touch ever made you go weak?
And when I say hello, Is it hard for you to speak?
Am I wasting my time, sitting here writing this rhyme?
How many girls have you left for me?
When I’m with you its not only me you see..

And if you go a day without me your fine
Must be true when they say love is blind.
Cause I see myself lost without you,
But no one brings out the worst in me like you do
What a fool, didn’t know I could be such a tool.

Just a puppet with strings that you make dance and sing.
With no one else’s feelings at thought with all the heartache you do.
I’m out, my legs are tired.
I’m done chasing you.
Been a while, ill take a breathe in,
Put my chin up might hurt a bit but. You’ve never made me smile.

So good luck.
It was fun while it lasted can no longer pretend,
You had me for two years.
Its your loss on a good thing, so I’m leaving. End.